Categories
Creativity Poetry

11-Chirp Chirp

It’s the robin’s trill
that most often
calls him to mind
deep from the arbor
of spring azalea
and its cotton candy
blooms,
the privet hedge
shoulder high
then two stories up
in an instant of memory,
a wooden screen door slam
bees and clover
and Pappy
lifting me to the sky
whiskey on a breeze,
the rough chafe
of whiskers,
“chirp chirp”
he says as a kiss
against my cheek
then sets me on the ground
to tangle in the blossoms
one more time
before we leave
for home.


Poem ©2025, Jen Payne. Photo of poet, age 4, with her grandfather. NaPoWriMo, National Poetry Writing Month. If you like this poem, you can read similar in my books and zines, available from Three Chairs Publishing on my ETSY SHOP. They come autographed, with gratitude and a small gift.

Categories
Creativity Poetry

Mea Culpa

Because I know too much
you look like her,
so instead of blaring my horn
I stop and smile
and let you pull out
into the crowded lot
in front of me

You’re sweet and
apologetic in gestures,
so I smile even more and nod
because I know too much,
and I owe you —
or her —
a thousand kindnesses
in place of apologies
that have long since
gathered dust
in the corner of
both our stories

Because I know too much
about your suspicions
and my jealousies,
your patience
and mine,
I think this gesture now
in this parking lot
with this stranger
might be atonement,
might be appreciation —
or love —
a precious light
in the shadows
of our shared secret


Poem ©2024, Jen Payne

If you like this poem, you’ll love the poems in my new book

Categories
Books Poetry Storytelling

Please Save the Dates and Help Me Welcome My New Book!

I am so excited to tell you about my new book, Sleeping with Ghosts! The ghosts — my lovers, soulmates, and muses — reveal themselves chapter by chapter, dream by dream, in this wistfully reflective, time-traveling memoir filled with poems, musings, and illustrations.

The book is at the printer now and should be available in early October. You can pre-order your copy today, see below. Then please save the dates for these upcoming book events, and watch for more details soon.

I look forward to seeing you!

❤️ Jen Payne
Words by Jen
Three Chairs Publishing


BOOKS & BLOOMS at the BLACKSTONE
with the Branford Garden Club
Friday, September 27, 6:00 – 8:30 p.m.

Blackstone Memorial Library
(758 Main Street, Branford)
Tickets

AUTHORS IN CONVERSATION

with Julie Fitzpatrick and Jen Payne
Sunday, October 13, 5:00 p.m.

Breakwater Books
(81 Whitfield Street, Guilford)
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WOW! WOMEN ON WRITING
NATIONAL BLOG TOUR
begins Monday, October 14

AUTHORS IN THE SHOP
at Guilford Art Center
Book Signing
Saturday, November 16, 12:00 – 2:00 p.m.
Guilford Art Center
(411 Church Street, Guilford)


SLEEPING WITH GHOSTS
POEMS & MUSINGS
by Jen Payne

$20.00
Books ship in early October.


Categories
Memoir Poetry

Rockport

It was Rockport, North Shore
right before the fall
that humid, hot July,

the slow seduction
of an afternoon,
swimming and showers
that enticed hours
of love making,

our voracious sprint
for sustenance —
four courses and wine,
Garth and The Dance
played at the bar
there on Bearskin Neck.

We were finished, even then
and we knew it,
held tight and played pretend
that one last weekend,
love and loss and relief writhing,
Goodbyes consummated
beneath summer cotton,
The End
a visible blur on the horizon

Poem ©2023, Jen Payne