
THE MUSES KEPT KNOCKING
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Not today, I told them
I don’t need what you’re selling.
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I’ve got no pedigree,
I’m just a worker bee
and I donโt bow to the queen.
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Not today.
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But they wouldnโt let up.
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So I let them in enough
to take a message โ
a first line, a title, an idea.
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Stuffed it all in a folder
and went on to other things.
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Not today, I told them
I don’t need what you’re selling.
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I don’t teach
I don’t preach
And I don’t have a voice.
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Not one that counts.
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So, not today.
ย
But they wouldnโt let up.
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Iโm a fake.
Itโs a mistake.
I donโt have what it takes.
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No, no โ not today.
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But they wouldnโt let up.
Not at all, not once.
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So I opened the door,
and the windows some more,
and out came my first poem in months.

Poemยฉ2022, Jen Payne. Painting, Open Door, Brittany, by Henri Matisse. #NaPoWriMo, National Poetry Month. If you like this poem, you can read similar in my books and zines, available from Three Chairs Publishing on my ETSY SHOP. They come autographed, with gratitude and a small gift.
